Living alone is actually not that bad, having family which doesn't treat you like family, having friends but not going to talk to them. The nights in office made me realised something, that people that you previously cared or tried to help, won't really do the same thing back to you.

I'm going to change email, ongjingrui@hotmail.com.

Add if you like, cause I'll most probably will stop using ongray123@hotmail.com